Tuesday, August 30, 2011

SILENT HEARTS


After a long journey (and unfortunately a prolonged blog hiatus), Blake and I finally made it from Ohio to Los Angeles. This past week I have experienced every emotion humanly possible. I am looking up at Blake sitting contently in front of me. He is sipping on his usual "grande ice coffee with a shot of sugar free cinnamon dolce" for one of the last times until we meet again in the winter.

As for the trip itself it has been incredibly beautiful in every single way. The food we ate, the places we seen, and the memories made were all too perfect. The only word I can even describe it all is bittersweet. For the past few nights I haven't been able to sleep much at all due to my emotional state. I can't even describe how I currently feel. It's as though I am losing the most important part of my being. Blake has been the only person I had for the most significant parts of my life. I give him credit for everything. He has completely shaped my life in every single way. I could never even begin to express my gratitude towards him.

13 comments:

islabell said...

lady! I hope you are feeling better these days. You write beautifully I am sorry to hear of this bittersweet heart ach

Eva Silviana said...

Silent heart... Love what you write!!

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MissLauraHueto said...

Ohh, I hope you're feeling better now that things have started to calm down a bit. I understand that it's a difficult separation, but you guys can become stronger for it. In the meantime, I'm here. :) I hope you're better soon. (And I know this is gonna sound completely out of place, but you look really pretty in the photo, I love your red lips... ;) )

This Charming Style said...

I hope you're doing ok Erika. You look beautiful never-the-less xx

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blakejacobsen said...

Miss miss miss you.

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Hope you're better!
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Michele said...

I understand your pain dear.. my husband and I were in a long distance relationship for 3 years.. It was hard but now hes my husband. lol Each day is just one day closer until you see him again. <3 Michele newleafforfashion.blogspot

Karin (Wunderlust) said...

wow this image is so hauntingly beautiful...I just adore our photography xxx

Wild Flower said...

You look so stunning, I love red lips on you. I hope you are feeling better!

Kaylee
xo